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Gerbrand Bakker - Aan mij heb je niks
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In Aan mij heb je niks, het vierde deel van zijn dagboeken, confronteert Gerbrand Bakker zichzelf met een traumatische gebeurtenis uit zijn jeugd; de dood van zijn tweejarig broertje in 1969. Ook schrijft hij over de zorg voor zijn moeder en over het pendelen tussen zijn huizen in Amsterdam en in de Eiffel. Lotje IJzermans gaat in gesprek met Gerbrand Bakker.